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Carlos has been my best friend for seven years now, we're very tight. But we were very different when we first met. In middle school I was a trouble making punk kid and Carlos was a goody mamas boy. He was knew to the school and was trying to make friends, I set behind him in English class. Well one day I was just dazing off in class not paying attention and he turned around and informed me that I was on the wrong page. I looked at him and said cruelly "I don't give a flying fuck", I was a mean brat then. Well somehow we became friends and have been Inseparable ever sense. Except now I'm a good boy and he's a wild child asshole, and he's very proud of it. In our seven year friendship we've been through a lot together. He's stopped me from hurting myself in a feat of depression, I've tried to help him through his crazy times of sorrow. We've been stopped by the police many occasion for investigation of a ring of fires, we've gotten his mustang stuck in the desert after going off roading, we've visited the legendary midget land, we've gotten jumped by crazed skin heads, we've gotten into fist fights with each other...but everything has made us closer and our friendship tighter. He's the closest thing to a little brother I have and in a weird way he's a big bro too.
Freaking David
David was a friend of Carlos and I sat right next to David all year in Advanced Algebra so we became friends too. Well all year I was my normal Junior in High School self so I cussed a storm, said stupid obscene jokes, etc. Then on the last day of school we decided to hang out and watch a movie. Well to my surprise he told me how he's a hardcore Christian and he doesn't appreciate my cursing. All year he listened to me act a fool and just now I find out how he is. Then I realized that I didn't have one memory of him cussing, so I sure did feel kind of bad. Well now David cusses more then me and is way worse then I am...funny how things work out.
For Sarah
Sarah and I dated for 6 months. We broke up and went through some bad times. I kept trying too hard to get back with her. I showed up at the school and tried winning her back. I made an ass of myself at a football game. The reason we broke up was I was too insecure and not trusting enough of her. And I said some mean stuff and accidently hurt her while playing around, and she didn't know it was jokingly and an accident. So she broke up with me, which is understandable. But she never really gave me a real second chance because of her own fears and I didn't help out because I didn't get a chance to completely change yet. And well she treated me like shit, talked shit about me, hurt my feelings all the time...and told everyone I have a small dick! She really hurt my feelings and broke my hurt. Well all that shit is under the bridge. We both made mistakes. And now we're friends again, really good friends. Even though she kept pushing me away I stayed true to my promise of friendship to her and I never gave up on her and I never let her down. Hell I never even talked shit about her when we broke up. But I'm not a saint at all so don't think me one, I'm just a man in love. I love Sarah in the purest most sincere way, I love her enough to let go of her forever if I have to. Now we are good friends again and things are going good, even great. Sometimes it's hard because it hurts my feelings, certain things, but her friendship is worth it. And if we ever get back together she'd be happy because I'd be the happiest man. But I can still make Sarah happy as a friend and I plan on it. I hope I will always be able to tell Sarah about what's going on in my head because I will ALWAYS be there for her, even if it's hard on me I will never turn my back on her. Why will I never give up on her you may ask? Because you don't leave your friends, you don't let friendship go without a fight. Friendship is love in another form. Friendship I have plenty of.
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